Darani's Blog

After a long time, I am scribbling my experience here in Mumbai.
It was 2nd week of March.I did not get a

proper sleep at night and I too got bored of

watching songs on net.So I started watching a

hindi movie FASHION for the 2nd time.After

finishing the movie, I felt pity about models

in Mumbai and felt very bad about attitude of

some girls there.Then I just slept late night

and woke up very early on the next day for

office.

I planned of taking 10 days leave to my RM and

I called her for asking permission for the

same.But her reply really made a shock waves

on my mind.I have to go for Mumbai for GE

money bank office for the period of 4 months

deputation.I asked her I need a time for reply

and I started calling almost all of my

relations and friends regarding taking a

decision for this.After everything, I

convinced my mind and said yes..

On the next week I am supposed to go.I had

very days in between.So I took off and went to

my coimbatore for 3 days and did all the

packing stuffs within 2 days and I became for

MUmbai.

My dad, uncle, aunty, and my brother there in

chennai came with me to station for send

off.My dad is all about how his daughter reach

there safe…Then the train started.I got good

comapany in train and we all watched one

Telugu movie in train and we enjoyed having

food of different places.Mango halwa is the

highlight of everything..

Then we reached Mumbai at early morning 3.We

took a taxi reached the flat.The other guys

who came with me went to the different flat

and I came to the ladies flat.The room is

pretty ok and I thought I can manage with

this.So I started taking snaps of each and

every location of our appartment and showed my

sis and parents and finally they too felt

happy about it.

I got a nice room mate.She looked very

strict.Everyone in my flat are North girls.I

felt like having atleast one Tamil girl.But

now am not feeling bad.My roommate is good.

The next day we went to office.Our PM

introduced us to the other team member.felt

very awkward, becoz they did nt even respond

properly.They inserted their heads inside the

system and were very serious.I was scared and

worried about the pressure of those

guys..Becoz,am also the one among them.No

help,no KT, everyone are showing the other

person’s head whenever we go for help.Finally

we are somehow managing our work.They gave us

a task which are challenging one and made us

to finish by 1 week.We somehow managed.

I started saying everyday incidents to my

roommate.We became good friends and she took

me to some places to visit in Mumbai.We

enjoyed alot over there.

Then I got some Tamil girls in office who are

from different project.Some of the people in

office are quiet conservative and full of

egos.But everything is a learning

experience..So its quiet going well for

me…Facing different people is a good

experience as well…

Thank God!!!!FB is allowed in office…So I

really feel good in touch with my friends…

Will update soon with different one again…
Sign off…

WOW…It is really very awesome to share those experience here…It was my first year of college…It was Pongal holidays…My grand ma asked me get one mobile for so long time,but I did nt showed any interest in getting that..Finally to my shocking surprise,my dad came from coimbatore to get me a mobile..Every one including my uncle,aunty,my cousins,grand ma, dad and finally me went there to get a phone.We are selecting….selecting …..selecting…selecting….Different opinions, lot of confusions,then I left that place and I took some place in the reception of that showroom silently…Time was running like anything…I saw many people who are getting outside the showroom who came even after us.Then finally got irritated and went there to see their selections…Then I selected one from the list by closing my eyes even…..
WOW it was my first mobile that was NOKIA 1100 model…I brought that mobile to the hostel and I showed it to my friends in my room…I joined with them and started playing discovering it…
A lot of funny experiences like ,We used to send SMS and pictures among ourself and keep on discovering where those words and letters are flowing on the air…and how the pictures are received exactly without any damages…I think that was my first mobile which is my best friend till my college days…I did nt preferred any mobile after that because it is DIVINE for me..It is not a mobile but it is a mixture of love and affection of my parents,my grand ma,my auncle,and their children too…It has some power….

I finally felt very happy when I got a new mobile for my Grand ma to talk to her often…I really felt very happy when I saw her face expressions after giving her a mobile as a gift from my first Salary….I think she also feels the same at her ending age and she too feels the same love from my side….Thank you AVVA…….:)

I did not ever know when I became His fan…. Obviously,even a child knows about this super star…A one and only super star…He had won many hearts,in the entire world with his unique style…If any other person try for his style,it will never suits them….Lakhs of people pray him like a God…
I remember this incident of my childhood now.That was the day when the movie MUTHU got released in some theaters in Madurai.Myself and my sister cried for seeing the movie in first day itself..We did not get tickets for the movie and finally we both cried and got black tickets for 300 rs each and watched the movie….My mother was scolding us by the side.But we were fully involved in the movie and we even cried during one of the scenes when Rajini kanth was left out by their family…

Not only us,even most of the elder people too felt bad of that scene…Because, we never want him to cry in the movie as well…He is such a down to earth person.Simplicity, hardworking, and silence are the 3 mantras for him.

The whole Tamil Nadu is struggling because of his Silence in choosing his path in politics.People are expecting him as a real time hero to rule the state ….I heard many people even my dad who is commenting him coz of acting as a hero even at this age with duet songs with young actress.But every actress loves to act with him atleast in their period…That s the REAL HERO…So he never goes from every heart of people of Tamil Nadu..

His fans ratio is increasing day by day from every part of the country…Not only in INDIA, a huge fans are awaiting for his great hero at JAPAN even…We know, Arnold, Will Smith from US, Bruce Lee from China,Jackie Chan from Hong Kong…Now we can expect another hero that is our Super star from INDIA in future…Hope it will happen soon…..

We love you Super Star

I saw some nice lines in one hospital recently…When I went there for the first time,my dad showed me those lines and asked me to note it down…Actually I got inspired by Dr.Balaji,the owner of Balaji dental clinic,Dental college.A man with full of energy,enthusiasm,and very rich positive attitude…He has made many unreachable things to happen…I really want to share these lines which I noticed for the past one year..Today I just got an idea and took a snap of those lines…Here comes the lines about work…

If you are poor-WORK
If you are rich-continue to WORK
If you are happy-Keep right on WORKING
Idleness gives room for doubt and fears…
If disappointments come-WORK
If sorrow overwhelms you and your loved ones
seem not true-WORK
If health is threatened-WORK
When faith falters and reason fails-just WORK
When dreams are shattered and hope seems dead-WORK
WORK as if your life is in peril..
It really is
Whatever happens or matters-WORK
WORK is the greatest material remedy available
WORK will cure both mental and physical afflictions….

http://blip.tv/file/get/Sridaranichandrasekar-KuraiOndrumIllai817.WAV

The above link is the one to download the song.

Actually i missed some lines…Some how managed with few lines.

Awesome lines:

KURAI ONRUM ILLAI MARAI MOORTTHI KANNAA KURAI ONRUM ILLAI KANNAA KURAI ONRUM ILLAI GOVINDAA

KANNUKKU THERIYAAMAL NIRKINRAAY KANNAA KANNUKKU THERIYAAMAL NINRAALUM ENAKKU KURAI ONRUM ILLAI MARAI MOORTTHI KANNAA

VENDIYATHAI THANNTHIDA VENKATESAN ENRIRUKKA VENDIYATHU VERILLAI MARAI MOORTTHI KANNAA MANIVANNAA MALAYAPPA GOVINDAA GOVINDAA

THIRAIYIN PIN NIRKINRAAY KANNAA, KANNA THIRAIYIN PIN NIRKINRAAY KANNAA, UNNAI MARAI ODUM NYAANIYAR MATTUME KAANPAAR THIRAIYIN PIN NIRKINRAAY KANNAA, UNNAI MARAI ODUM NYAANIYAR MATTUME KAANPAAR ENRAALUM KURAI ONRUM ENAKKILLAI KANNAA ENRAALUM KURAI ONRUM ENAKKILLAI KANNAA

KUNRIN MEL KALLAAKI NIRKINRA VARADAA KUNRIN MEL KALLAAKI NIRKINRA VARADAA KURAI ONRUM ILLAI MARAI MOORTTHI KANNAA KURAI ONRUM ILLAI MARAI MOORTTHI KANNAA MANIVANNAA MALAIAPPAA GOVINDAA GOVINDAA

KALI NAALUKKIRANGI KALLILE IRANGI NILAIYAAGA KOVILIL NIRKINRAAY KESAVAA KALI NAALUKKIRANGI KALLILE IRANGI NILAIYAAGA KOVILIL NIRKINRAAY KESAVAA KURAI ONRUM ILLAI MARAI MOORTTHI KANNAA

YAATHUM MARUKKAATHA MALAIYAPPAA – UN MAARBIL EDUM THARA NIRKUM KARUNAI KADAL ANNAI ENRUM IRUNTHIDA EDU KURAI ENAKKU ENRUM IRUNTHIDA EDU KURAI ENAKKU ONRUM KURAI ILLAI MARAI MOORTTHI KANNAA MANIVANNAA MALAIAPPAA GOVINDAA GOVINDAA GOVINDAA GOVINDAA Maha Vishnu Potri!

The meaning behind the divine lyrics:

I have no problem Oh, Lord, Kanna! I do not have anything to say, Kanna! I have no complaint, Oh, Govindaa! You are invisible, Oh, kanna! Yet, I have no problem, Oh, Kanna! When Lord Venkateswara is ready to give us what we want, why do we desire anything, Oh, Kanna! Manivanna, malaiappa, Govindaa! You are standing behind a screen, Oh Lord! Only those scholars who are well-versed in the Vedas can ?see? you. Yet, I have no problem; No problem even if I do not see You.Oh Lord, You are standing on a hill. I do not have any problem still.You have incarnated yourself into a stone-form recognising the necessity during Kali Yuga. You are permanently here in this Temple. You do not refuse the request from any of your devotees. You also have the merciful Goddess Lakshmi residing in Your chest. So, what deficiency can I have? I have no complaint, Kanna, manivanna, malaiappa, Govindaa, Govindaa!Govindaa, Govindaa! Govindaa, Govindaa! Govindaa, Govindaa!

After a long gap,I am penning my another post here…Whenever I hear the word ‘Silence’,I used to imagine a color Black…I really want to know the color of it.It should be white which by itself symbolizes ‘SILENCE’…A soft and silent soul in this world is very very rare…
A kind of silence can be achieved only if we get things for our long efforts…I heard about one Tamil sayings which literally means that there will be a Silence after a huge Thunder….Either it could mean a peace after a violence or it could mean a peace after a series of unrestricted efforts that we put forth…
Whatever it means,the whole world is thriving for ‘Silence’.The whole world is running with heavy sounds which are both pleasant and unpleasant…But,if we try to understand our own inner soul by just closing our eyes and tracking our inner traffic,a clear vision can be achieved.So there is a huge power even while hearing the word ‘Silence’….So if we try to feel it,then everything around us will change…..

Not only the present,in every aspect of life from the day one of the world begins, this important fact is hidden inside the deep…We may come across people saying ‘Born with silver spoons’.Yes of course,the identity of a person is fully dependent onhis/her origin,background ,etc etc…
Particularly this hindered me for the past few days when I met one of my school friend recently.She is intelligent,hard worker,smart, and has every aspect of things for success in her life..But,I saw her as a receptionist.I was really shocked to see her like that.She scored very good mark in our school days.And the organization also sponsored her a scholarship for her extra ordinary performance.It hinged me to write about this now.
There are lots and lots of people in earth just enjoy their life,spend as much as they can for their complete happiness.One important factor for them is their back ground..Every year we are hearing about the results of board exams.We are seeing top scorers as well.We also see some people scoring from the rural and poor back grounds.But the important thing behind is,they cannot offer much for further education and as expected,their talents were hidden inside the ground for no reason..So the only important factor behind this is MONEY.So friends,at least for now.We should thank God for what we are now.It is fully dependent on our parents and ancestors…

A person becoming  popular over night must be the person with strong back ground.So, whenever if we want to spend our money,we can at least think about the people who are struggling even for pure water,food,and basic needs.It is not said bad to spend money.The thing is,if we avoid spending money for unnecessary needs,then everything will be smooth.So dont care for whatever people can think about you …It is not the matter.Spend the money for essential concerns.A 100 bucks spend by a person for having one coffee is the month salary for some of the people…So thank God for whatever we have and kindly let us try to reduce the expenditure as low as possible…

It is not important that we are earning this much,the intelligence of our earnings are solely dependant on how we spend the earnings and what we have at the end…Not showing through our external expenditures……

It was soo dark….I cannot see anything other than black…I thought that was an eternal sleep…A day before my surgery,I went to church and cried upto my core and I submitted everything to God…None was there when I entered that silent room of God…I shouted inside my thunderfull soul….Then I realized the slow piece and I returned room…The next day was my surgery…Everybody around were with full of tensions …But I did nt felt so…..When nurse came inside my room for inserting tubes through my hands,my heart was strong and I showed my hands to her.When she took my vein and inserted the needle,I even consoled my mom and made her to move away from that place….
It was thursday morning 7′O clock(my due date)…The surgery starts at 8.15 AM.I was prepared with different hairstyle and dress…Then I was taken inside that room full of big lights…It looked like a studio…I dont know,when I closed my eyes…
Then slowly I heard some noise around in that darkness…Then I realized surgery is going there for me….In that darkness,I heard one voice…He said, “do not fear, I am with you”.I just slept and felt the sound of breaking a bone…Then I went sleep….After a long hours,I felt that was God who talked with me…..

I think the most difficult 5 letter word in this world is this….We hate this word,when we hear from our parents and teachers during our childhood school days…
I think,the learning does not comes to us directly…It is a regular thing…
But once when we enter inside the learning phase,it is really a pleasure…We are giving our own thoughts or inner self to work…I say,even our deep thinking also a part of learning…Here comes the 6th sense…sometimes our intuition tells us something to do or not…
I am sure that,most of my intuitions worked out well….It was my intuitions that told me I wont go for medicine field even I tried so hard for that…It was my intuition that told me the company name before my placement period during my college days…Almost everything is real…Even for my project,I had some good intuition…But it did nt happen for a long time and suddenly it became true eventhough the situation were not possible….
The learning phase makes people to grow the intuition naturally…Some times ,I felt and realized some scenes in our daily life or something that was happened before …But its not wrong..Exactly most of them would have felt the same…
The whole world is full of roles and plays apart from currencies…we all are playing our own roles and parts as Shakespeare says..Its true..If a person does not play their respective role in his/her respective time,everything becomes disorder…The entire earth is revolving with some desire and hope…If it losses it work and hope,the whole beings including us may become disorder…
If a sweeper of house does not do his/her work,the entire home feels the disorderliness….If a wave in an ocean stops,the beauty of entire thing remains stagnant…
We are meeting people everyday…It is not the matter whether they are good or bad,but we are learning from them…
We feel the sense of happiness when someone with the happy nature surrounds us..We also feel getting irritated with someone even for no reason because of their own attitude and nature…But it is not our attitude to show our own attitudes to them…Just keep learning from people around ….
The positive things are the one to be taken inside and negative things are the one to not take…I even feel my changing sense because of so many people around with whom I have been now and also with the past ones…

The child does not hear even a single word before touching the fire..But,once it felt the taste of fire,it will never do the same….Life is simple..we can learn more things from different types of people, and also it gives us the chance to rectify ourself …I think,this is called LEARNING…

It was almost a year since we came to our adayar hostel sorry Home…We searched for a good hostel for about a month and finally our friends got this house to stay…It was April 2009..Almost every people here in this home were strangers in that time…The first person I met in this home is Pooja…A pakka malayalee who is well matured in thoughts and actions,a good friend and at times we fought for silly things too(he he he)…Then comes Sharmi, a very enthusiastic,clever,jovial and friendly personality have ever met.Actually we became friends because of NYCIL powder(he he he)….Then comes my sweet roommate Geethu whom I know from my college first year onwards(my hostel mate in college)..Then comes shanmu,who was also my college mate…

I enjoyed each and every moment with these people from the beginning..Having lots and lots of fun at home…Then I should definitely say about our aunty…It is very difficult to get such a owner who cares for the people in her house…If we are sick,then she is the one who comes first to take care of us..Such a sweet type…I never felt like staying away from my home becoz of aunty and others around…

Then I have to type a lot for Ann…Actually at the beginning of our hostel days,I used to get scared of seeing her since she is very well experienced in our company..A bold young lady who is the one used to get projects from the client of different countries…Almost she will be out of the country for most of the time…Actually it was the time,when I did nt get any good project..So obviously,pooja asked me to give build ups before Ann to get a good impression on me for getting a project…So whenever Ann enters our home,pooja gives alarm for me to get ready with laptops so that she thinks I am always doing sincere work at hostel…he he heeeheee…But I donno when she knows the truth…She ragged me like anything at hostel and finally became good friends..I shared almost everything with her..We became a good friends…I became serious fan of her becoz of her down to earth nature…Then comes her mom who also became my good friend in recent days…Such a cute and sweet aunt of mine…:))..

Ann’s marriage visit to kerala is still cherishing and now we all people in our home celebrated her valaikaapu  here in our hostel yesterday…It was very different to celebrate with people from different places….Enjoying a lot…