It was soo dark….I cannot see anything other than black…I thought that was an eternal sleep…A day before my surgery,I went to church and cried upto my core and I submitted everything to God…None was there when I entered that silent room of God…I shouted inside my thunderfull soul….Then I realized the slow piece and I returned room…The next day was my surgery…Everybody around were with full of tensions …But I did nt felt so…..When nurse came inside my room for inserting tubes through my hands,my heart was strong and I showed my hands to her.When she took my vein and inserted the needle,I even consoled my mom and made her to move away from that place….
It was thursday morning 7′O clock(my due date)…The surgery starts at 8.15 AM.I was prepared with different hairstyle and dress…Then I was taken inside that room full of big lights…It looked like a studio…I dont know,when I closed my eyes…
Then slowly I heard some noise around in that darkness…Then I realized surgery is going there for me….In that darkness,I heard one voice…He said, “do not fear, I am with you”.I just slept and felt the sound of breaking a bone…Then I went sleep….After a long hours,I felt that was God who talked with me…..